lately i've been too hard to reach, too far off all alone

I've established alot of things around my life. I've changed alot of what I want to do my life and how exactly I want to live it. There's definitely alot of things I don't want in my life anymore and I won't have any problems completely cutting them out of my life. I don't need that shit and really it's a waste even to breathe it. 

As much as I wanted to become a Social Worker just like Shellybear, I don't think I can deal with kids like that, it's sad. Troubled Youth, there's something I can most likely deal with. i have enough edge on me that I could be intimidating but have enough finesse with my words that they're not afraid to tell me what's up. It's a win-win situation really. I get something from helping them, they get saved from a life they didn't want to live. I don't know this is just what I was thinking about the past couple days, which have been fucking wonderful. 

--sg